South Korea, UK, Paris, various states in the US
Its crazy how I have to make it worse, to better me
—“The Girl Who Cried Relationship” by Ace da Vinci & Angel Haze
Love has another side, that some people never see
I’m tryna let her go- I’m tryna set her free
But before that shes ready to be the death of me…”
| — | Mos Def (via privaterunner) |
If you only read the books that everyone else is reading, you can only think what everyone else is thinking.
-Haruki Murakami
Watched Devil Inside with Jeff tonight! It wasn’t as bad as people made it seem like it would be… but the ending was kinda wack.
Tonight was perfect! I had so much fun….. I wonder if Jeff will ever stop seeming so great to me. Shouldn’t this lovey dovey feeling have worn off a while ago? Isn’t it usually about this long into a relationship that most guys stop acting sweet and stop doing sweet things? But it’s only getting better.. and more fun. Not the same kind of fun, but a different better fun. I don’t want to over-think things or over-analyze things. I’m happy, and that’s all that should matter..
Maybe the reason why some people have so much anger and hatred towards others is because they don’t have love in their lives. Or just pure, genuine joy. Maybe that’s why they feel the need to aim at others,… to make themselves feel better about themselves and their lives. That’s stupid. It used to make me angry and hateful, but now I just feel pity. Well, it doesn’t really matter anymore. I haven’t talked to the people who really made me feel like shit about myself in MONTHS. And I don’t really have any major problems with anyone I know right now.. I’m pretty lucky for that. I’m pretty lucky to be me, right now.


